Friday, February 12, 2010 Stupid chinese new year concert.
Ended at 930am.
-.- If i knew earlier, I won't even bother to wake up to go for school.
Stupid stupid. I even ran to school cause I was going to be late..
Shouldn't have bothered man....
Damn it, the mood swings are coming.
I can feel it -.-
Gah, seriously... What do I want?
-edit-
Life is indeed ironic.
Remember what you told me years ago when I had that feeling?
R/s is so complicated, like I've said.
I've definitely experienced way more than you even though I didn't really go into a proper r/s.
But i experienced that feeling so many times.
And remember what did you say to me?
he's not worth it. r/s is a waste of time. why you keep thinking of guys? hua chi. etc.
Ironically, or maybe it's Karma, now it happened to you.
And you finally know how I felt. how hurt I felt.
How sad I was when everything in my life seems to be reminding me of him.
And now you realise, whatever you've said to me before is practically all crap.
Cause it's impossible to just get over it like that.
Which is why you don't hear me consoling you things like "he's not worth it la, forget him la. why keep thinking of him? life got so many things to do"
Because I know these words are all useless.
What I can give you is, perhaps moral support in my heart.
I don't express it.
And perhaps you can't hear it.
But trust me, I do care.
Don't you realise my blog posts have been revolving around you too? Sigh.
i will trust you, i tell myself.
And I feel like crying now. Wtf.
Sylvia, Yumin, Yujing, Qianhui, Liwhey, Pekchoo, Ellekay, and many more.
I miss all of you lots!
Sigh.
-edit-
F myself.
Itchy fingers.
WHY DID I GO CLICK ON HIS FACEBOOK?
f f f f f f
NO!
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