Monday, June 22, 2009 I give up...
I give up on trying too hard.
To hold you back with me.
No matter how hard I tried, it still won't seem to work.
Yeah perhaps it worked for a few days.
After that, it's all gone.
你说她给你假的承诺，但你呢?
你有想到我的感受吗?
没有。
我难过，我伤心，但你在乎吗?
你只看到身边的她，而我仿佛就象她的代替品。
我累了，真的。
我尽力了，但在你眼中，都是零。
I no longer want that kind of life.
No.
Maybe your happier with them, him, or her.
From today onwards, I tell myself.
I'll not be bothered anymore...
Although I'm not a perfect friend who everyone wants,
I'm not a puppet.
我不要在任由你摆布了。
我放弃了。
Hopefully one day you will realise,
i WAS present.
A friend with feelings.
Cared for you.
Don't even feel sad, sf.
No.
It may be worth it in the past.
Perhaps no longer now.
Cause things have changed, you know it yourself.
Get on with life.
I will.
我会快乐地活下去。
Shwufang! was here @ 12:00 AM.