Sunday, June 28, 2009 12am :)
School's starting today.!
In 6 hours time i need to wake up.
Doubt i can do it.
But it's a must...
It's been an eventful month.
So many things happened and changed, once again...
Here i am doing reflections..
Gained many things, yet I've lost many.
That's life!
You gain, you lose...
A brand new term starts later.
I know I should face it with courage, and anticipation.
But somehow.. thinking of the tests that's coming up.. I feel. afraid.
I haven't been studying much since JC started.. cause i slacked for 2 months.
and the feeling to study is just permanently gone from me.
I flipped through my 'O' level cert just now.
It isn't very fantastic, but it's what i wished for.
What i wanted at the start of sec4.
I saw my seniors getting the results.
And i told myself i wanna get those good results too.
Hence i worked hard, not exceptionally hard, but at least i worked for it.
And i reaped what i sow.
In JC now, i no longer have that kind of drive.
maybe the 2 months totally made me numb.
and made me kind of 'dont care' everything..
If this carries on, i guess i'll be crying at the end of the year...
I don't want it to happen.
But is it too late to regret?
Cmon. it's really time to start studying....
i'm beginning to feel that the way you treat me is more than just a friend. -.-
hope i won't create any more troubles this time round...
uhh
九十九，我还是没忘了你。
但我会把你放进我心里，我不会再有任何幻想了。。。
傻傻的我，笨死了。
I know NOTHING about you.
Yet i can't forget you.
I think i need to see a psychiatrist.
Time to sleep. :)
1st july! :)
3 more days :O~
Shwufang! was here @ 11:59 PM.