Sunday, May 24, 2009 To you,
Though I've never said those mushy words that your someone important in my life, you are. You know I don't like to say all these everytime. But I reckon it's time.
Yes, you've lost a friend. I know how it feels.
But, you yourself know that no matter how sad you are nothing's gonna change the fact.
I know that I'm in no position to ask you to get over it and get on with life.
Cuz sometimes I can't get on with life properly either.
You may not realise it,
but i'm really wanting to try to help you move on.
But I don't think I can.
Cuz I really don't know what you want, and how you want me to help you.
Cuz you don't say it out.
You would rather talk to other people about it,
cry to them about it, than me.
Sometimes, i wonder too. If i'm sucha failed friend.
That you would rather talk to them whom you know for only a few months.
Than me, whom you know for 5 years.
I don't wanna look back, cuz it's pointless.
No matter what.
Even if you have lost her,
you still have me.
I know I may fail sometimes.
But I would try.
But would you?
Would you even try?
Maybe i've failed.
-edit-
Tiring Saturday i had.
one long whole day.
6am - 11pm.
shag is all i can say.
Just to see his smile. Sam, jiayou.
-edit AGAIN-
My freaking high heel broke -.- thanks.
Sam.
Shwufang! was here @ 5:27 PM.