Saturday, January 31, 2009 Bye popular.
Last 2 days of work .. both ended up in tears.
Tears of sadness and joy.
Sadness; because i had to leave after 2.5months of mental and physical torture (sounds like joy more than sadness though ) but i really she bu de the people!
joy; knowing that after all there ARE people who can't bear to part with me! HAHA.
But fuck. your words made me cry like hell ya know?
Yes. very dramatic.
I was the only one crying despite the fact that 3 part timers were leaving..
Perhaps all of them were strong?
Or no, perhaps i was too weak.
Sorry to the people that i ran away after your touching words.
Cause if i stand there and wait for you to talk finish i think i don't have to go home already. Cause I'll cry till i die :(
But there are seriously people who makes me feel happy to leave -.- perhaps i should thank them.
But i did something which i dont think i dared to do.
I scolded the bitch :O
Lol. shes a fucking HOD. but she flame me too much. Since my last day came.. i scolded her and ah lun.
damn loud despite i had cough and my voice was ehem.
HAHA. DAMN SHUANG CANS.
But i scold till i almost want to cry.
And of cos WG.
What i can say to you is.
I HATE YOU.
Fuck you for making me tear so much.
I'm sucha fool for crying so much for you
Thinking that i've hurt you deep.
But actually your faking everything to position yourself in a extremely PATHETIC situation.
So that you can prey on cecilia.
HA, gotcha right -.-
Fuck you for telling me how much you loved me and how much you hate to give me up.
You said that you won't give up on me. you will hold on.
ALL BULL SHIT Rubbish.
Please dont say things you dont mean it.
You pretended to be hurt.
but actually i think i'm the victim here.
to think that your hurt
and blame myself for so many fucking weeks
but yet your happily PREYING ON 2 GIRLS IN FRONT OF ME.
Wtf do you want.
you asked me to stay away from ah lun in the beginning.
but i think your far worse off than him.
at least he flirts OPENLY although he denies the fact that he doesn't
but he's better than you!
YOU ACT AS IF YOUR A VERY SENTIMENTAL PERSON
but actually your a wolf in sheep's skin!
fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
I should have knew you were NOT the one for me.
Cause even before we started everything you already made me cry
so many fucking times!!!!
Why am i so foolish
to think that your way better than ah lun
and your a very nice guy
ZZZZZZZZZZ.
And now.
why am i even feeling angry when i see you with cecilia?
BULLSHIT MYSELF.
I'm just a plain eye sore too -.-
Since i hate you so much why i bother who the hell you go out with right!!!!
anyway. let's hope you and cecilia will be happy?
last long lor. or issit you prefer the hot laptop promoter???!
aiyo.. ur problem la! Your a bastard man -.-
you purposely use these 2 ladies to gek me
in front of me somemore
you wont feel guilty one meh?????
tell me so many gross disgusting mushy things then do all these?
walao -.-
At least gx didn't make me cry.
Not even once at all
but he did made me feel vexed la
BUT YOU LEH
MAKE ME CRY SO MANY TIMES. DAMN YOU.
Is you , who make me feel scared of relationships.
THANKS FOR APPEARING AND RUINING MY LIFE WG
CONGRATS. A round of applause for you!!! =.=
Sorry gx. sorrrry. maybe your another wg, right?
idk la.
fuck
i hate r/s~~
JIAYOU HUITING
YOUR QI ZHENG LOVES YOU.
JUST ADMIT IT
IT'S SO FUCKING OBVIOUS
Please stop finding excuses to deny the fact
Cause its bloody irritating to see you do so
ITS SO TRUE TO BE FAKE OK-.-
anyway. good luck
hope you and him end up well
at least better than me and wg
Sorry for the vulgarities in this post
cause i'm really very agitated .
But
im still very sad.
Thanks for all the happy memories given by some of you =)
I will put them in my heart.
and i'll prove to you all that i wont forget all of you
watch me loiter in popular every now and then =)))
Shwufang! was here @ 6:16 PM.