Wednesday, December 10, 2008 Wow.
Have been MIA for so many days.
Have been busy with work... totally.
Work is really exhausting, physically.
and mentally.
Physically ; carrying stacks of books.. arranging them.. tough ya. hands filled with cuts. but who can i blame? myself.
Mentally ; i'm really exhausted.. from the politics in work.. and somehow i'm just kinda involved in many unwanted things.
since no one at work reads my blog
i might as well just name them -.-
YL is giving me headaches. He keeps saying i ignores him.. when i didnt. but he pressurizes me so much until i really feel like ignoring him.
then he starts giving me attitude ._.
when i talk to him he starts his rubbish talking again. zzzz
JD. i don't know what he's thinking sometimes.. he speaks rubbish to me.
and his mindset changes every now and then?
first he cares, then he doesn't.
what does he want la -.-
KW. zzzzz another JD. sometimes he cares, sometimes he doesn't?
why are you all so fickle minded la!
i'm seriously confused. what do you all want?
you go to great lengths just to get the big head doll.
then your treating me in this manner now?
eh i dont understand...
WK. you have been MIA for so long. 5.5 days. seems like 5.5 years for me currently, because all the other people are weird! i suppose your the only one normal.
Cecilia. zzzz. i don't know what you want. i knew you would treat me in this manner in a matter of time. i understand, cause SHE's your good friend from SECONDARY SCH. but who am i ? oh well. don't have to show me the attitude of yours.. i understand. and i'll leave you TWO alone okay? happy? stop acting like you didn't want to treat me like that. humans. are all realistic, right?
.......
who can i turn to now?
my soft toy.
at least it doesn't treats me good now and suddenly change tomorrow.
unlike all of you guys!
walao machiam i owe you all like that.
i'm already very very tired...
i don't think i can take it anymore.
since you all force me.
then don't blame me for ignoring all of you.
till then.
i shall just concentrate on work --> go home --> sleep.
nothing else.
Friends, Relationships at popular = all fake.
so just step out of it.
girl.
It's time to face reality.
Shwufang! was here @ 2:14 PM.