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My name is Choo Shwu Fang!
I'm 17
I grow one year older on 26th August
I'm a crazy and EMO girl, but I don't bite!
My dream is to marry a rich husband and become a TAI-TAI!

I'm currently schooling in Jurong Junior College :(
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Monday, December 29, 2008

It's over.
All over .

Sorted things out .
Finally .

I know that i might regret this decision later in my life.
But since this is a decision i made by myself, i told myself i shall not regret.

Nevertheless, i know things can no longer change once it reaches this stage.
Friends? I seriously doubt we'll still be friends.
I'm so sorry i have hurt you.
By avoiding you for the whole day at work, do you think i'm happy?
Somehow when i try to avoid you, customers just have to make us talk again.
Why?

Right, this is a stage where i must face in my life.
anyway, thanks for all those happy memories you have given me.
Those days were great, while we were great friends.
Your care and concern really makes me feel loved, for the very first time perhaps?
however i know i can't cross the border i have set in my heart.
hence, the only thing i can say to you is. sorry, really sorry.
really wished time could stop just before all these would happen.
perhaps i should'nt even have appeared in popular, then i would save been able to save all the agony that everyone is facing now.

like i've said, this is a decision made by me, and i will bear all the consequences.
and right now i am.
ignoring you and her.
hopefully you and her would have some things work out. then maybe i'll feel less guilty, at least.
please be happy.
whether alone, or with her.
i'm the worst person on earth.

really wished we were still friends.
but. i know it's hard. and awkward.
1 more month before i leave popular perhaps...
31days. can we pass through without any more conflicts?
you act as though nothing has happened.
can you really do that? ....
i seriously doubt i can..

just too many things have happened.
the things you have given me, are just too much.
too much for me to take.
and too much for me to repay back to you.

.....
I slept till 430 today.
because i was too tired.
not really physically.
i guess mentally.

God, give me the strength and power to endure the rest of the days without you -.-
yes, you might be asking me.
since i like him, why don't i accept him?
well.
love is too much for me to take..
especially when i cannot love him as much as he can.
I feel stressed when i'm with him.

but last time when we were friends, i was really happy.
that was perhaps the max.

anyway.. sorry for the emo post...

And.. another thing.. another person.
I don't know why you have to lie .. seriously..
by lying you only make me more sad.
I rather you told me the truth.
yes the truth hurts, but not as much as it is when i FOUND it out by myself.
right. blessings to you two..

.......
more challenges await me in the future.
stay strong. i tell myself.

Can i face all these by myself?
My friends. are they always there for me?
or am i only dreaming.. fantasizing... i dont knowww!


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