Wednesday, December 31, 2008 31st december 2008.
Last day of 2008.
Supposed to be a happy day, with lots of people counting down to a brand new year.
yet i'm fucking stucked at home with tons of problems to solve.
Unfortunate? perhaps.
i force myself to smile at work. i tried. yet i couldn't
i told myself i must rest and stop thinking of unhappy stuffs.
but i can't either.
when i needed them most, who was there for me?
none. seriously none.
right now, who is with me?
myself, and my tears.
Friends. now i'm doubting the definition of friends.
do i have any?
yeah maybe from the start it was a great misconception of mine
to think have i have very good friends whom i can turn to when i on the verge of breaking down like now.
however, to think of it now. it was fucking silly of me.
who can see , or even hear my tears now?
who is there for me?
now i'm emoing is not solely because of things last time.
it's because i realise my friends are gone.
one by one.
where are they?
goodbye sad world.
Shwufang! was here @ 2:30 PM.