Wednesday, November 19, 2008 Howdy all.
Today's my off day.
hence here i am, blogging again!
Was really horribly emo on monday due to multiple reasons..
Lol, on that day, i seriously felt that life was meaningless.
Friends dying on me.
Work killing me.
colleagues giving me tons of trouble.
I swear i tried to ignore all the problems.
But it isn't easy to do so.
I can't fall sleep either.
Hence i drank vodka secretly while everyone is asleep.
Lol, was dead drunk. almost puked, but didn't.
alcohol really helps. sometimes.. when you really feel down..
tuesday was way better.
some other colleagues were there for me despite many of those irritating ones..
thanks people! really.
then jieyen, maypoh and huiting came and stalked me in popular -.-''
buddy, i working leh. lucky simon wasn't there..
lucky my manager didn't come out also. or else i sure die lor.
thanks ah -.-
they kept forcing me to go for the grad night.
they followed me everywhere...
jieyen even called me after work and pestered me to go ..
together with matthew cheng zzzzzzzzzzzzz
for 1h+++
at last I gave in.
awwwww. wadthefuck.
i didn't even prepare anything.
i didnt shop for clothes, shoes, bags.
NOTHING. i was busy working and i told myself i wont be going last week.
....... -.-
sigh.. jieyen persuaded me so long.
so i give her face niaaaaaaaaaaa. :x
so i'll just wear some old clothes and shoes and tada.
i'm going for the sake of them.
not anything else. however i suppose there'll be dozens of handsome people and chiobu's who spent hundred of dollars buying clothes and shoes for the grad night?
haha, waste of money.
but afterall, it's their problem that they are rich.
i'm not.
so don't laugh at my clothes. thanks =D
jieyen just left my house after passing me stuffs.
it's raining now.. hmm.. perhaps i'll go take a nap.
ciaos all.
perhaps they are all hallucinations. are we suitable for each other? idk. but i'm willing to take a risk. for myself, and you :)
Shwufang! was here @ 1:28 PM.